Written by Hi! This is the summary of days 121 to 130 where we discuss Drumpf and nukes on the moon mistake and nukes on the White House more probable. Please get him out of office before the White House remodel is finished. I talk about other stuff too.
I’m Aleya, and I founded Fastfrwrd.info. I have been carrying out a Carbon Neutral Strike where I avoid oil, gas and plastic as much as I can. I have been posting daily updates since Earth Day, April 22, 2025 on this process as well as my musings about the world as it is now.
CW: ‘R’ word.
Day 121: I thought I was hearing my song Rarefied. I listened to it and couldn’t stop smiling.
It was just what I needed. I’m so glad I have keepsakes. Music is a right we all had since tribal days. Making music. Part of the charm of church is to sing songs.
Music is free.
But making music has been made to seem as though it belongs to professionals in the separation of labour but then it reunites under the democritization of music making.
One thing adjusts, another falls out of place. The passage of time.
Day 122: Not much, listening podcast, had mango and cereal. Bunch of snacks. Kept trash. They’re all dry so it’ll be easier to turn into a plastic brick.
Day 123: Democratic Political Realism presents a false dichotomy of choices. This party or that. Republican or Democrat. JLP or PNP in Jamaica, capitalist labour party versus socialist people’s national party.
With Direct Democracy you run the risk of having citizens always having strong political discord, trying to gain votes in favour of policies they wish for. However, if the trade off is political polarization at the dinner table, we will have to reckon with how to disagree but function. How do we find consensus?
I have been paying with time. I just wait for opportunities like a fisherwoman. Trying to bide my time and get what I need. My time is precious though. I shouldn’t have to waste it.
I hate waste. So to me, sabotage and equipment disabling is the worst I would do and that waste had better be then end of it. Consensus based. 2/3rds majority, I think that’s fair.
[Edit 09.04.26: Direct Democracy has a ‘die’ in it. Oh my gosh. Ok. Participatory Democracy on steroids, that is the Jamaican name for something similar. Oh my gosh. Die-rect. Wait. Die-wrecked. Well it’s two possibilities. You die and get wrecked or wreckage itself dies. Either way. I suppose I have to say Participatory Democracy from now on even though I will have to explain what I mean. Uuuughghhhh language whhhyyyÿy?)
Day 124: ✨️😛🌳💖🌙🐺🐝🌟💜🥥
Yeah no big update. Kept my trash, ate microwaved bread and margerine and learned that a billion is 1000 million so that is what I shall call it henceforth (unless not bothered) because that helps you picture it better.
I smoke an excessive amount, I know that, but leisure should be a consideration and also my weed is semi medicinal so. Anyway. Don’t think of me, think of the people with kids doing this job, trying to put food on the table and raise their kids well and their boss have 9000 million. Even then it’s still not enough of a description. But it’s getting there.
Day 125: Drumpf wants to put American nukes on the moon.
He wants to hold the entire planet at GUN POINT to do what he wants or what america wants or else lose the entire planet!!!
This CANNOT HAPPEN.
We talk about the system all the time, complain about capitalism: You’re mad about debt and poverty/suffering not capitalism – cap(-u-)/i/talism umbrellas these things but is in general just a tool being used with (-c-)/v/arious sources of ethics.
The idea of the United States weaponizing the moon is vile.
I at one point thought of throwing away the people who hold us all ransom with ecocide and war. /I said they/ should be made to understand how difficult life is to cultivate by being placed in inhospitable locations in a self-sufficient prison or rehabilitation or Readiness Center. A better way to think about punishment for crime, Readiness Centers where you receive the help you need in order to rejoin society as an ethical citizen.
I said to sen(-t-)/d/ some of them to the moon. Then I had my brain really convinced and I basically live the experience, the thought experiment. I lived it.
It was scary, in the end, as I became fearful for myself. I played out conversations or lived them and was spoken down about using the moon to deposit the few individual and group causes of ecocide somewhere where they were forced to understand just what they have decided to undermine by destroying all life.
A kid I once babysat spoke to me through this experience or trance, I imagined but also believed to be some level of real (realistic projections of what a person m/a/y say). The kid told me that the moon is special. And beautiful. We shouldn’t put the (-q-)/w/ors(-e-)/t/ of (-y-)/u/s the(-m-)/re/.
You just have to stick to principles of ethics otherwise you are only helping people who like chaos or furor. The Furor – pun intended – feeds on rage and furor. You don’t have to know the Furor to benefit them. You have only to amplify anything negative for the Furor to feed upon.
It’s not enough to do good things. It’s also important to know if the good things you choose have any source in or output of bad things too. Because the result will always benefit the Furor, whichever one or ones are around, find/ing/ smog to feed on.
The lead American Furor has caused a man to set himself on fire. That’s furor.
We cannot weaponize the moon and we CERTAINLY cannot let Drumpf be in charge of a nuke stationed on the moon that’s a nightmare, he is temperamental and would use it. No!!!
Celestial bodies are almost sacred. Bringing our stupid human ways into space?! Fuck NO! Why do Americans always suffer the rest of us to deal with their antics.
People elected Drumpf so they could say ‘retarded’ [sorry for any trigger!] and so that people aren’t always talking Spanish around them. Go and fuck yourself if there’s nukes on the moon like a fucking Dr. Evil plot and turn the skies into a constant warning of how unstable and volatile the US political arena is.
I would say they need a Direct Democracy too but there’s no certainty it would fix the problem, I believe a Climate Peace Treaty is necessary but the people in charge of the US do not feel as though climate is a concern so that would not hamper them.
All I know is if there is an American nuke pointed at the earth it is going to be a vile dystopia under Drumpf even more as he can threaten nuclear war whenever he has his feelings hurt or if dementia takes over.
The US voting base seems irresponsible and also trapped in a binary that never delivers much.
If Obama still had wars then that means war is the modus operandi of the state in the US and it is a key component to its functioning. They have to be able to protect from past infractions, past aggressions, and tensions that may still exist there.
It’s horrifying. Nukes on the moon. I’d sooner see the whole humanrace get wiped out honestly, if we let this happen then we might deserve the worst outcomes of such a plan.
No war in space. That’s just a violation.
People think war is a constant. Because disagreements are a constant.
We seem to be building more and more towards our own destruction. I’ve said it before it’s a Jenga tower. At one point we won’t actually make it. But it would take a lot. A nuke on the moon would do it.
What if he felt suicidal. I’ve felt suicidal before. What if he felt suicidal and didn’t care what happened next and sent a nuke to self-destruct the planet?
And if not him then who? Nukes on the moon.
What is he doing an evil playbook spin on some of my more nuanced points?
I believe those who distract, discourage and hamper environmental restoration should be made to understand how much difficulty goes into making life possible but also informative of how precious it is. What it takes to earn it. Why we should earn it. And also learning that it can be free.
The only thing I would definitely change in the manifesto is the prison guards thing. They should have guards to help. I guess. They could just self-govern why not and just have help.
They don’t need to be on a ship in the Pacific but in a Readiness Center just like anyone else.
It’s my impression that they have too much power to remain bound in prison so that is why they need to be held somewhere remote.
But that was when I thought they had given up on earth and were trying to bail at our expense or, actually, more so, that they would encourage apocalypse and yearn for suffering or yearn to hail Satan. No idea.
Lmao! I was just throwing away the roach of my joint (the end part) and then it rebounded on my hand and into my other hand because I tend to combine the roaches into a new joint. Lol. Body just prevented /absentminded/ waste.
Today at work a security lady gave me some callaloo (Jamaican spinach), a whole bag of shredded callaloo. I can make jerk callaloo sandwiches, think they’ll be tasty. Callaloo has some umami to it when in jerk seasoning and has a pleasing texture of bite and crunch due to us making use of the stem too.
Final musing: (I like musing as a word) i forgot it but I’m sure if it’s meant to it’ll come back or if there’s a need and if I don’t catch it, someone else will, it’s the collective consciousness and recurring patterns of ideas, musings, etc.
Anyway I believe this two syllable word it worth the effort of avoiding the word ‘thot’ while my brain tries to dissociate the word. I sound quite haughty about it based on the previous clip I made talking about ‘hoes’ like I wasn’t one.
Lmfao.
Arite, that’s it for now.
[Edit 09.04.26 Mistake as it was a nuclear reactor for the moon. However, more frightening, Drumpf has gone on the roof of the White House stating he wants to put nukes on the roof and he is restructuring the bunker at the whitehouse. I believe if he succeeds he will have his finger directly on the button with the ability to threaten anyone. I think he needs to be taken out of office before that white house restructure is complete as the climate crisis will become real to that side of the spectrum soon and they may react poorly and blame the ‘gays and hispanics’ somehow rather than industry and unwitting participation.
Quickest source i coule find: https://www.ndtv.com/world-news/standing-on-white-house-roof-trump-jokes-about-installing-missiles-9026618]
End day 125: I view these updates as a testimony, a witness testimony of capitalism and the world we live in. Many things are good but they are propelled by bad things. We are making a shift. California ran on all renewable energy for a year.
Pakistan made a swift solar transition. If I can get my hands on 113,000 Jamaican dollars (800 USD or something) I can get a solar generator, I can power my lifestyle.
The platform serves as a dialogue space to discuss our eye witness stories of capitalism /and the anthropocene/. These stories should grow and grow. It’s already been happening. They grow and become…
Apparently nukes on the moon is not the actual story being put out, it’s a nuclear reactor so as to power life on the moon. This is the nuclear moon story. Meidas Touch misled me. We’re both happening in real time. There will be issues.
So see, there are exaggerations. And this warps stuff. Meidas is allowed a mistake but they haven’t corrected it yet or pr(-i-)/o/ven why they think it’s nukes and not just nuclear power.
Jimmy Fallon did it too with the clickbait. Do not waste my time or emotions. Now I have to fact check misleading titles more thoroughly.
He’s never as interesting as you guys make him. He’s a vile xenophobe but where did he say he wanted to put nukes on the moon??
Day 126: I’m looking forward to having some conversations now and interviews on the island. Will have to figure out releases.
Carbon Neutral is not a permanent state. The case of Google being carbon neutral and then going back to being a polluter for the sake of AI. Because they just have to stay competitive and there is no other option. Why don’t they have enough money to be carbon neutral?
Part of the capitalist setup is that the CEO and other leads have to have enough money to start a new business if they need to, if their business fails and the debt they have incurred may result in bankruptcy if the business does not go well. Businesses have lifecycles, and they die. The indebted wealthy probably have to ensure they are able to avoid future debt.
Republican: rep the public
Democrats: dem-ocracy, rule of them, plural.
Judging by the language that stuck, the way to Direct Democracy is through a Democrat leadership and transition team. Of course the names aren’t magic, but you speak life into a word each time you use it, it’s a vote for its meaning when you use it and disseminate its use through communication.
As for Jamaica, I believe the PNP is the transition government we need to move on to Direct Democracy.
Poem from January 28, 2020:
Buttressing tender ships again
Again
To Wade right out of the water
I feel that tender kiss again
Again
As when I laid, laid in the water
What’s your intelligence again?
Again?
Because I know nothing in all this
I feel a cherubim again
Again
And so I stayed, stayed in this state
As babes and toys, back into ever-living
Life and something inside
That should remove all the void
Left and rotting the mouth
Day 127: Direct Democracy voting and facilitation software ideation; Realtime analytics where you see projections of what a vote would c(-p-)/o/st to fulfil, how many votes it would take to fulfil, the time it would take to accomplish, the way it would intersect with other segments of votes and their projections based on up to date data.
Illiteracy friendly.
What if everytime you listen to a song the vibrations connect in some infinitesimal way to past vibrations of the same accord through time not just through memory. What if that’s why my songs which are jam-packed in everything I am, seem relevant everytime I revisit, take on new meaning… please. Create art. It is so worth it.
A game called Metaphors. Now I’m thinking someone might steal and trademark the name before I get to it. It would show our current status through provocative and as highly accurate as possible a description of hiw the negatives work in our society in a surrealist art style.
If anyone wants to help build, this is a collaborative space for you. In any case I’ll continue contemplating.
They say my brain chemistry means that i have moments of grandiosity but what about billionaires who think they deserve all the money in the world to cover their debts.
Finding these connections is li/k/e ping-pong in my brain just bouncing and keeping in motion from meaning to meaning in sometimes miraculous consistency. It is a party in my head. But. It will never be good until we change the premises by which we operate.
The rules of our world are about how to create variation.
This borrowing from the future thing… we may not have a future to borrow from if things keep going as they are in some spaces. The fight is perhaps even at this point.
We should provide kickbacks for protecting biodiversity that helps a pharmaceutical company to the indigenous people who preserved it. The profit should be shared.
The space that i thought would make a great pubic garden is too small to actually feed people. But we could use coconut husks to grow herbs on bamboo shelves. Basil for pesto, thyme, scallion, oregano, sage, mint, and you can drop off coconut husks in exchange for a plant.
Wouldn’t that be so cute???
The song structures are usually A, B, A, B, C so I’m a teacher not a preacher.
But now I have incentive to make A, B, C, B, D song structures.
A porno of Pandora’s Box. Must exist right?
We belong anywhere.
Didn’t even realize why i chose my song Projection for the background music lol!
Also pornos may be unethical under capitalism. We have to sort out ensuring people have security and aren’t forced to do sex work but instead just a person who expresses themselves sexually under no durress.
Was gonna use a colon, body corrected to semi-colon. Body is alive and active.
Day 129: Got up and stayed up! Had an orange for breakfast! Took one bus to get to work! Have earphones!
Got paid. Good day.
A lot of service and care related jobs in Jamaica.
Day 130:
There’s a girl using two phones at the same time haha.
Some of my colleagues have spoken to me about my hair. It’s turning into an afro mullet, dreads in the back and it’s in an awkward stage.
I kind of love fucking with people with my Einstein Bob Marley hair.
There’s a dress code at work though haha. But it’s quite permissive.
The truth is I love the hair styles available these days. But so much of it is wasteful. And the natural alternatives are expensive. They only allow the ecology you pay for. I think if I am tending to my environment through my conscious consumption then there should be benefits for that not a practical ecology tax by having higher prices.
Why is ecology not competitive in a capitalist market? Is it because … well /th/e
European markets are quite green but also capitalist. But well… green. They still haven’t disposed of fossil fuels. The idea of keeping the wheels turning while we face an ecological emergency and acting as though everything is normal is really misplaced. We should be able to pump the brakes when we are about to crash. But there are people in the car who don’t see the incoming car and they refuse to slow down and jam the hand on the accelerator instead.
We have no choice in sharing this vehicle, spaceship earth. It’s still our responsibility to pump the brake if we see an incoming crash.
Day 133: My phone stopped charging and won’t even act as a USB. It’s possible my data on the phone is lost for now until the USB port is fixed. For now, it is storage.
Not much happened past few days.