Written by Sorry I forgot to record September 4 and 5.
September 6 2026
I’ve been working on my Bachelor Thesis. I’ve finished the first draft. I want it perfect so that I send it to my old university and get it done in one go. I don’t know a single person generous enough to read it all and critique it for me. Ha.
September 7 2026
Another magazine rejection. Great. The stories they publish don’t hold my attention so I guess it’s a mismatch.
[I say they’re boring and I’m not as a joke and admit I may be bitter. But they also boring.]
22:59
I’m ending the day more positive than it started. I used an overused trope and that’s likely why I got rejected. But anyway, I’m unblocked for the stories I need to write and I’m getting pumped about learning to code. Not sure if I said it but I spent $10 USD to offset learning materials for my game making studies. Yay! I’m excited.
Septemebr 8 2026
Another rejection, this time I think because of a date rape type drug in the plot.
September 9 2026
00:15
I am working on one of the songs for my head, it fit on a random beat I was making.
I have a great prechorus and chorus but the verse is not catchy enough as yet.
I don’t want any part of this track to drag. I want it all to be a fun ride.
It’s making me laugh and giggle. It’s a fun song. Just needs a good verse, keep trying existing cadences on it, wondering if I should try rapping, what to do.
I just thought of trying something dancehall on it. Doubt that will work but I just have to try stuff until I find a good fit.
1:43
I have a full melody and I’m psyched.
4:13
I have a song! I’m very happy.
September 10 2026
I just went shopping on foot and beat the rain back. A family driver said hi, I said hi to the security at the grocery store and someone driving asked if I had far to walk on the way back. The city feels like a small town.
The week has been ok.
Here’s the song I wrote:
Lyrics
Figured out my style
Loving way to get down
Under the moon
No sign of you
Looking in vain
Figured out my mind
Wondered what you would find
Under the stars
No love of ours
Lost in the wild
Oh you wanted me
You’re on your way
You wanna play
You rue the day
That you gave it uh up
Used to have enou ough
Now you’re getting cuffed
Let’s disco
Let’s disco
Let’s disco and badedededa da da
You sigh
You lie
You cry
You’re such a crooked fight
As the beat’s in sync and syncopates
Dreams of heat and dreams of getting laid
And the tune’s just moving in my feet
And the groove is married to this beat
Money make the world go round
But look at this ‘free’ I’ve found
Feeling this here and now
Feeling this here and now
Let’s disco
Let’s disco
Let’s disco and badedededa da da