Written by October 3 2026
Looks like a pleasant rain is on its way and positive things are happening slowly!
Fantasies improve things. I just think about the possible future and it makes me smile.
October 4 2026
I’m kinda pumped. I just recorded a special update with Ariel and I have some work to do around it and I feel really pumped and excited! Not quite a new chapter as yet but almost! I mean… if I do what I hope to, it might be a turning point with a facelift to Fastfrwrd, a bigger vision with solid study behind it and a more assured stance on the platform and what it seeks to accomplish.
I feel great, lots of good work to do and related to “The Stellar: Origins” which I’m still writing, building the foundation behind the writing since it is foundational to the multiverse. Everything is linked.
It’s fun though.
October 5 2026
Gave Fastfrwrd a facelift. I still don’t have the team required to make it as perfect as I know it can be. I’m a proud mama nonetheless for what my baby project has grown into this 5th year, just need a few more tweaks.
I’m about to make fries.
But soon won’t be doing a partial strike. Looking forward to time spent in flow with the earth.
I am a bit sorry for my outburst update before last only because I don’t wanna alienate anyone.
This thing we have about anger, tears and sadness. I don’t think we have a healthy response to emotions where we know what to do when emotions are expressed. At least I’ll speak for myself.
It reminds me of how during Covid, a young housemate of mine got emotional and near tears thinking about her youth being misspent inside and we all just got quiet. And changed topics a bit. No bueno. I was very keen on keeping people jolly during Covid. But we would chill together on the weekend and I would starve for socialization during the week and put on a brave face.
Covid was such a trauma.
Anyways. Fries time. But they’re local potatoes and I’m cutting them through the light of my compensated laptop so… you know… fellate my phallus.
October 6 2026
Did not win the Protopian Prize. Oh well. These things are so crowded, so many people vying for position. Desperate writers rather than my part time pursuit. Somebody is having a good day out there.
18:07
Guess who got a solar portable charge and a few lights so that countryside living is more awesome in anticipation of their birthday?!!??!! So awesome!!! It’s not a surprise and we have to test it but it’s my present! Woohoo! A solarpunk present!!! Woohooo!!!
October 7 2026
It’s raining a big jumbo rain and I shared my vision of a Nature Benefit System and Currency on the podcast today. Woohoo!! Love the rain! No machines buzzing!
23:09
I am learning GDevelop. It is going faster than any other engine except for Ren’py and Naninovel in Unity. These were all visual novel engines. I am learning how to make a visual novel in GDevelop. It’s a stop before making even more exciting game types, an RPG style game for example. The visual novel will be a stop gap. I think the trickiest part will be installing the Dews currency for game choices. But I am making progress! GDevelop is no code or low code which is more my pace. I can learn incrementally this way until the time comes that I can do more.
I know this isn’t very interesting to anyone else but me but yeah. That’s what’s up at the moment.
October 8 2026
There’s a moth chilling out on my shirt as we speak. Lol so cute.
There a bunch of bugs out. Not all as charismatic as my moth. In any case, I have made a game that I thought of quite literal years ago. Ha. I can’t believe it’s been ‘years’ of anything. Time is strange.
I recorded at 20:28 and it’s now 21:00 and the moth is still on me 😀
23:01
Still on my shirt haha! And I have a game! Just need to add sound effects.
October 9 2026
00:39
Now the moth is chilling on my thumb. And I’ve exported the first version of the game! Get Rich Quick. I made it up years ago and finally realized it in an afternoon. I watched tutorials while circumnavigating youtube. The people on there are good, the platform is not like most major social platforms who invade privacy. In any case. I made a game, technically Carbon Neutral. Now how to get people to play equally neutrally?