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The Bioluminescent Plant:
Growth: Compromise
Gravity: Unnatural
Interpretation: Gravity
Unnatural. Right now there are helicopters flying overhead. Keeping us in check so Trump does not have to.
We have been policed for quite a while and it is a desperate bid to no longer have group punishmenet.
I spoke about group punishment when explaining my graduating grades the first year and the second. We all got bad grades because the test papers were leaked. Group punishment. Original sin. All humanity forced to toil because of some dude and some chick.
Group punishment
Trying to find an online payment processor in the island means that for some it would seem unnatural to divorce the actions of a few from the comportment of the many. And how logically it would follow that fair payments and trades would ensure less damage from minority groups who perpetuate negative behaviours to get their own way and have some dignity.
Unnatural to them that we should be of equal footing in purchaisng power and economic stature. Unnatural to them because they did everything great right? So if you take that responsibility then when it comes crashing down, if it does, let’s not predict anything, but if were to crash it would be blamed upon whomever assumes the most repsonsibility. So either we share the truth. That we probably cannot really afford the actual payment for the immeasurable things we receive. We can only approximate. And the other that ideas proliferate in a manner where it does not make sense to try to over-reward someone for their individual contributions. I really want to see the day where ghostwriters breach their contracts and show how many coloured people are behind your favourite oscar and emmy and grammy winners.
Unnatural therefore because it is a symbol rather than a fact. Nature is factual. At least from observation. There are facts. And we just have to have enough senses to detect them or adopt new senses, should we wish.
But unnatural to some that they should go abroad and not have an unfair dollar advantage. Of course if you have it you should keep it right? Or is it that you have accessed something based upon a minor theft. A small pinprick fraud. Yeah. That’s unnatural. Another note on unnatural things. Plastic. It disrupts hormones. And can lead to infertility. If we are ingesting it, and it is harming our ability to reproduce it is in fact an existential threat.
I wish to express the importance of understanding that I then question, do I have attraction to women because of my excessive testosterone? I do have a hormone imbalance. I have lost eggs to it. Is this due to plastic? Should I be concerned that every time I turn on the shower or drink some water, I am adding more plastic to the water. Should that not then be seen as an existential threat if it is making people infertile?
That is part of why I did not shower for a long time. I was figuring out how that realization felt and what it meant. Someone had wanted to show me to a river but at the time I did not have the strength for walking.
I do now and I have tried it twice before. I want to do long distance walking. I really do. I wanted to walk around the island’s perimeter once. But anywhere that will allow me to walk and feel fairly safe is a place I want to be.
I want to walk. And plant trees. And meet people who see the bigger picture and want to take the gravity of the unnatural seriously as all is in a sense natural it just depends upon their origin, although the world plays its valuable and unpaid part in creation. Accidents, coincidences, errors or crossed wires, visualizing due to something someone else made or did… the world plays a part in creating the unnatural. It is all one thing.
